Never a moment

Never moment occurred to me
A pull this moment now throws
So that lusty sewage drains
To cement floor and chains
What chains of love
And of affection
They caress like splints and wraps

Pain, an air-old spear
Making tear-whole to our mirror
In the wake of an affliction

Plucking awake
Pilfering so awake
Pricking so far awake
To tearless, casual agony
The kind that keeps you there

And what was what i cared?
That so quick a tower pales
Peak overshadowed to squeak
I meant a care.
Please believe me.
Every second i meant for the last
And now
At last...

For this i am sobered:
That until now
Never a moment occurred to me