10/29/14

Snakes

Look at here 

And what a way we are:
Interlocking scales
Interwoven tissues
Plied into arrangement 
Of the preening king and queen

And at what a way we dive
Splitting seconds
Slashing instant
Breaching the fore
To foray feeling from our mouths
To deliver venom like treason
Of the self 
Of anything else but the other

And at what a ways we stab us senseless 
Despite a heinous crowd of onlookers
And good-lookers 
And thieves and witches and wives
And wonderers

And at what a way we take
Each other

10/22/14

Blue bowl

If you could imagine it
I'm sitting at the bottom of this bowl
A firm place to sit
Of a seminal blue
The form of blue
Leaking
Up the walls of the bowl

I took a look once
To see where bleeding color
Disseminated
To the rim of my bowl
A cloudy white, forsaking its mother blue meaning
There's a plate directly above me
A confusing dance of browns and greens and watery blues

I considered once
If you could imagine it
The possibility of living
On a sphere in the sky

10/18/14

Circus

I'm at once ready to say a million things that aren't mine, but nothing gets out. Impractical as I know it is, I gape at you for a good minute. Too long for a pause of casual significance. I can feel the close of a meaningful pause into a barren area of elapsed time. A horizon of sensation finally trickles in after the third minute, reaping a letdown that perhaps plays into the mood. Plays into the mood. I look up and there's a glint of fervor at your chest, and the yellow torchlight dresses you in plaintive glow. Coalescing in your cheeks your forehead, and the direct reflections of your skin, you are a skeleton. My eye has stripped you, or call it my eye stripped, but here we seem to be: naked, but for bones that do not indicate human enigma. Thrum to my chest and behind my eyes something lapses into an instant of sleep, dreaming a shotgun. I've dosed off. The next thrum charters screams into my inner passageways, and eyes burst open:
Elephant of hair and leather and ancient tusks, eyes like earrings, accessories to massive guile; indistinct man caped to indicate the grandiose, pleads attention like it plagues him, dread neuroses, imagined and otherwise frame his context to me; resting trappings of trades long played out. This is here. It for that moment laid alone in its intention of diversion. Now it is merely in front of me like the sloping hillock of fleshes an bones glowing yellow for torches. 

10/15/14

Down and back

One day I'll know how to pour out a river
And strain fro it the small creatires lurking
They will feed myself an others
The bounty of a mineral substrate
Their bodies will come apart
Chitin, sinew, a mess of nerves
And further these structures descend
To the isolates of calciums and carbon strings

But I'll fear this moment
Oh, why not a bone
A fish 
A river
The whole river
The wind

Pentip

Not one thing worth its salt
Other than perhaps the tip of the pen
And how it means at ink's spark

A set of selfish questions 1

Which eyes could I bear 
If I could bear to choose

Better those that take this ride the furthest fastest
But the branches of this tree 
Crowd the future paths from sight
Questions mounting 
Am I doing this right?

Why make a man an anemic inner eye
But then why make a man
Without eyes at all
And has been done 
And they didn't know either
History lies in the smack of action
Poised on the lips of loved ones
Where people never change 
And they are always present
As long as you can still talk to them 

Beginnings

Good morning, World!
Silence replies
A whisper of confusion 
Shh!
And still

They are letting me pretend 
The beginning of times
So I can name everything 
All over again

Turning

Once more I light my feet on solid ground

Everything here looks so different to me

I listen close to hear the earth turning

10/13/14

Curve of the song

Curvature of a singing blade
Bade me save the spirit at my sternum
And all of this the split second purge
Before I took the surgeon's plunge
Thrusted hands through busted bands
A mess of sinew and sorely circulating hearts
I raise the carnage 
Ripping out gemstones 
Laughing at the sorts of pains 
That force a full restart
Use to startle me apart

I drip into the curvature 
Of a singing blade

10/4/14

Little painted box

Fumbling through confessions
Scripted on paper slips
The box fits in the palm of my hand
But is comparably more honest

To think that three hours ago
These papers did not exist
It would have been shouts 
And slamming of mouths and fists

All it took was reaching 
To the back of an abandoned shelf
Why do I even keep so many things?

To remind me of my humanity?
To remind me of what this all was?

What am I supposed to do with memory?

Why would you want to remember?
Why would you even try?

The items scattered in my room
Fall off the face of feeling 
I am awed by the space I preside 

Eyeing walls and floors and chairs
I see the maze of subtle humbled
By the planes and angles
The coarse of stepping stairs

Capping the crisp cardboard top
Painted in your own wist 
The box is put back on the shelf 
Leaving just me
emptying and dishonest

10/2/14

Some summer left over

it was summer on the tongue
in the lagotto of evening strollers by
and how it played into the tree's voices
though the leaves rustled on the ground
the crispness called for coats
and the sun shone low
very low
as if it meant to slice the top off our sky
and let the cosmos in
it already seemed a bit thin up there
from the vantage of a park bench 
in october