8/25/14

Basta

One day I will walk the earth
Through the hills and countries
Wading features troubling
Watching creatures huddling
Praying afloat for fear 

My feet will be bare on the earth
And the slime and muck will come
To teach me the meaning of a story
In the morning of the world's journey

My hair will grow to connect the earth
To the lightning of presence
Branching barriers and then fleeting
Like a brain's electricity bleeding

I will watch the earth come to me
As warp fills us to the taste of metals
And life begins the eternity it meant
Dearly beneath the soil steps have rent

Wreathed in my newer insanities
I'll try to trust my way to bleed the rest 
I'll try I guess

Here it snaps back
An ego a breath a toll a gun a shot
Blastpoundbangcracksnap snips
The reel short
It's real short
Forget the forgetting 
Run or be run
And then make sure you have already begun 
Sing or be sung 
Ring or be rung
Drier then the cold death of the universe
Placid behind your eyes

And for fuck's sake
Cut that name from your life

8/11/14

Rosemary

Wear rosemary on a rainy day
Please thank you 
I'll take you in my arms 
And crumple into the closest, oldest, primal comforts
Or should we consider the heavier ones:
Birch pine cedar
Burn them perhaps
Pyre away that surface involvement
Be the single radiance
And cuddle In wolf pelts
And those looks that ask everything 
Of the small furnace inside us

7/21/14

Bos of pictures

You made up a box of pictures
You made them up for me
Whether I was worthy, willing, wanting
You drew them tenderly
And I have nothing else to give
And I had nothing left to say
From the moment moving, moaning, making
And I was nothing, given away
To mistresses woven like walls
To manhandlers who can only berate
While you were waiting, wondering, wanting 
To draw me through my given fate
And draw me through till I was made
And draw me through with lines and patterns
Which no matter how I use them now
Are just a box of pictures 
And I'm not a hero 
And I'm not a villain
I'm just tatters

7/9/14

How's all that space

winds on the flowers
pacing across axeblade petals
Poisoned curves
The metal stretch
of an indecisive creature
falling into it's own clouds

When so many strides
imagine themselves
into nothing

When so many straights
remind me of something
the sun like a runny egg
the rock like a broken plate

When the rockets all know
where heaven meant to be

Now up and up and up
Now racing spinning
Holding it all
In the very lack of matter
The dropoff of those things
That never mattered
It doesn't matter
flowers in her hair
The air
It's crisp
fit to leave the surface of the earth
Just right
to take distance
all I need is lift

7/7/14

Drivers on a storm

Boatswain
Blowing on his own chain
Rubbed red hot against his own skin
Pinging to him
In a language he no longer remembers
a language without halt or name
He catches some chatter in a drift
He carries the glide of the ship
Off along the thunderheads

7/6/14

Giving up on giving up

I took an evening
A book of inquiry
Delectable
A respiry 
And floated over nausea 

Spit from meditation
Pushing out the crusts
And last traces
Of sensation
Set them all to running

Running to my skin
Bleeding through 
What's left of my questions
Into a bowl 
Of sanguine elation

I am safe 
To vomit every last word
Every last organ
Every lasting pin
Placing me in space And time